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Name: Jenna Amburgey
Age: 17
Location: Round Rock TX

Likes:Band, music, boys, dancing, writing
Dislikes: bitchy people

Check out my myspace: http://www.myspace.com/highlighter_girl
Wanna know more...AIM: Aurora Rose162


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who am I? [Wednesday
01|09|08 @ 12:38A]
[ mood | discontent ]

so, i kinda forgot how wonderful this thing really is...so here goes nothing

i realized today that i have several insecurities and that scares the living hell out of me. I think the part that scares me the most is i have no clue how to rid of them with out actualy facing them...and that just absolutly terrifies me.
i'm also tired of people in my life walking out on me when things get rough, that was sooo hard to deal with last night. i knew that she was coming back, but the fact that she walked out when we needed her still hurt me deep inside. Over and over again people that i get close to either walk out or leave me, and let me tell you, its not the most wonderful feeling in the world. And i've noticed that i'm starting to do the same to others, and that also terrifies me...i get close to someone(aka a guy) and i find reasons why i shouldnt like them, why they aren't for me and i push myself away from them, convinced that i'm not good enough for them...
who am i becoming?

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so far in the semester... [Sunday
03|04|07 @ 05:38P]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

Wow...So I haven't sat down and written in here in ages.

This semester is going rather well, it's had some ps and downs, and i've had my fair share of issues, but all and all its REALLY good.

I joined a sorority! Zeta Tau Alpha and I love it!!!!! the girls are awesome, and the house is gorgous, i really really like it. we find out who are bigs are on thursday and i'm stoked!

GUESS WHAT!? I'M GOING TO CALIFORNIA!!!!!!!! for spring break, its been forever since i've been there EEK!!!!

there aren't any boys, sadly...but i dont really care

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lazy day before classes start [Tuesday
01|16|07 @ 01:21P]
[ mood | lazy ]

Damn...its been a while since i've updated this thing...so i'm back in nac in a new room in a new year with a new roommate...things are looking good! I'm kinda bummed b/c i'm missing the snow right now in Round Rock, but it might snow here later *lets hope* So my new roommate(Jordyn) and I bought fish last night...and mine died...i freakin over fed it...im so sad...big red died...hers is still alive.

i never know what to write in this darn thing anymore, lol gahh...i forgot what i was gonna talk about...sad day...ohh well...heres to a lazy day!

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dream a dream for me! please...i will not be sleeping tonight... [Tuesday
12|05|06 @ 03:43A]
[ mood | drained ]

all nighters + 7 page poli sci paper = a shitty night!

ehh...this paper is kicking my ass...i've been working on it for hours and i'm only a page and a half into it and half of it is due tom morning at 930 am! go me! it sucks i dont understand a damn think i'm writing about...i'm too tired to think clearly...but it needs to get done...FUCK! i hate this week...professors like to have everything due during dead week...BLEH! but atleast i'll be home in a week and 2 days...

well...back to my paper...

hope your sleeping well ladies and gents...dream a dream for me!

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11|20|06 @ 06:35P]
[ mood | blah ]

tommorrow seems as if it will never come! i get to come home! i'm excited! i would have left today but i had a paper due and i had a test...and now i have a movie/lecture thing to go to for poli sci...i'm excited about seeing fight club...i've NEVER seen it before.

I cant wait to come home...i miss my family and friends and my moms food...that and nac gets old after a while...theres nothing to do here, well there is but you have to drive to lufkin and what not...its kinda lame but ohh well...its gonna be nice to be back in the subhurbs than being out in the middle of no where east texas! im skipping my classes to get here sooner...well i might go to one of my classes...depends on how i feel when i wake up...

all you kids at home reading this better give me a call so we can hang out! i miss you all like crazy!

well thats all for now...i gotta get ready for movie/lecture thing...see you all later!

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11|07|06 @ 11:52P]
[ mood | contemplative ]

so i miss home...A LOT

i miss my bed, my room, my family, my dogs, my friends...and my moms cooking...

dont get me wrong i've been living it up here...but i miss it...gosh i'm so stressed right now...with school and band and then the emotional stuff, finding out who my friends are, and its ruff...really ruff...you think you know who your friends are and they prove you wrong...very wrong...but then you find friends in unexpected places...but hell thats life i guess

i'll be back tuesday night before thanksgiving...call me i wanna see all of you guys like i said i miss you all...call me sometime...i would love to hear from you!

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all good things must come to an end right?? [Wednesday
10|25|06 @ 12:37A]
[ mood | contemplative ]

why do all good days end bad???

i dont understand i was having a good day and all...and then all the sudden turned into shit...it sucks...

i did fantastic on my psycology test that i studied my ass off for...but then i got back tonight and it sucked...it gets so frustrating...i hate this feeling...it sucks...i'm tired of this shit that keeps piling on and on and on...i just wanna scream...but i cant no one can hear me...no one...

i wanna go back to elementry school where things were easy and the only thing i had to worry about was what color socks i wanted to wear and weither or not i wanted to eat my dunkaroos before my fruit roll up first...weither or not i wanted to watch the wizzard of oz or ninja turtles...i miss those days...

now i have to descided what class i wanna study for, who my friends are, what i want in life, who i want, weither or not its worth it...am i hungry...do i wanna get up for class...how the hell am i gonna pay for school...


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10|14|06 @ 05:50P]
[ mood | excited ]

I'm FINALLY posting about my birthday weekend...

i have to say it was AMAZING! we had a few mishaps but...shit happens...so here we go!

It started off rather well...we headed out into the open road...kelli and ryan in ryans jeep and stephanie, jessica, danny and i in my car(i wasn't allowed to drive my car...

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so college has been fun...well somedays anyways...its a lot of hard work

i got a freakin 89 on my poli sci test! that was freakin awesome! i couldnt believe it...that class is SOOO hard and i dont understand what the hell dr hacker is talking about...but i almost made an A! i was so proud of myself...well untill next time!

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a turn for the good...well i hope! [Thursday
10|05|06 @ 04:30P]
[ mood | optimistic ]

so its been a lil while since i've posted on this thing...school is crazy!

so when teachers say college is different...they are right! its a different kind of hard...i cant do the same things i did in highschool...and i'm starting to learn it...and its a hard lesson to learn...i cant slack off anymore...and i ACTUALLY have to study...dont get me wrong im doing ok in my classes...but its not as good as i want to do...

so i met a boy! he's pretty awesome...and really unexpected...i'll fill you in with the details later...so all you guys keep your fingers crossed for me...i want things to work with this boy! he makes me REALLY happy...and too cute!

So my birthday is in 2 DAYS!!!!!!! JENNA AMBURGEY IS GONNA BE LEGAL IN 2 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant wait...i'm going to the wreckers concert with my roommate, kelli and my band friend jessica...which i'm the younger version of her...scary huh? lol and i might be getting my tattoo sunday! i cant wait...it depends on how much birthday money i get from now and then...and if not then i'll get it next week!

this is the design i want...but the dark blue will be black and the fillig will be pink
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i wanna put it on my left shoulder

so we've leared our second show...and i LOVE it! and i LOVE having band practice off! and that we have 3 weeks before we have to perform it! sweet! i heart college band...its SOOOO much easier! and i've been getting a great tan...sock tan...i swear i get a shade darker everytime we have practice.

hmm...life is alright at the moment...and i think its gonna turn for the good...and i need good right now!

i hope everyone is doing good! i miss you all terribly...good luck at blinn! hugs and kisses!

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a little bit of this and a little bit of that [Wednesday
09|13|06 @ 05:21P]
[ mood | relaxed ]

i'm sitting here in my room enjoying the fact that i'm NOT at rehursal! yay! i love it when we get the day off! it makes me happy! it was weird not going but its all good...i had my first quiz today...i made a 90...which sounds good but isnt...i should have made a 100 but no..errr...sorry!

classes are awesome...and i can't wait to come home and see everyone...so heres something i stole from eylse

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

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good and bad news [Tuesday
09|12|06 @ 07:01P]
[ mood | ehh ]

so i'm coming home this weekend, which means i didn't make it into SAA...so call me and we can hang out! GO TIGERS!

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go jacks! beat delta state! [Saturday
09|09|06 @ 01:09P]
[ mood | ecstatic ]


Axe 'em jacks!

I'm so excited...kelli and i bought our axe handles last nigth and we have to decorate them...too bad the band isn't allowed to bring them into the game...ohh well its still gonna be badass! lol

yeah so i slept for an hour last night! yay go me...but i have a lot of energy! lol rehursal this morning kinda sucked...i DID not wanna be there and half the people were either still drunk or hung over! it was fantastic...yay!

I love all of you guys and miss you...i might be in next week...it all depends if i make SAA so i'll keep you guys updated on that info!
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09|06|06 @ 03:17P]
[ mood | dorky ]

so college pretty much kicks ass...i LOVE it so much...you guys have no idea.

my first week of classes went really well...and i LOVED the 3 day weekend...my room mate and i hung out a lot and we had a one tree hill marathon and i met her boyfriend. they are so cute...and then we went to lufkin to see John Tucker Must Die...and it was freakin awesome...I wanna come back to town sometime but i dont know when. I think i might go next weekend if i dont make SAA...oh! i applied for the student activities association and i had my interview today...so you guys cross your fingers for me...i REALLY wanna make it...we have our first football game saturday and i'm really excited, but i need to buy khaki shorts. Oh and i'm gonna rush for Ta Beta Sigma the band service sorority and i'm so excited! i think kelli is gonna rush with me...well i gotta go to rehursal...boo...i hate doing the same thing over and over again and people STILL not getting anything...i swear we spend an hour and a half just going through the motions...ohh well...we still kick ass...love you all!

I miss everyone...if you wanna you can email me at: Amburgeyjm@titan.sfasu.edu or passonate_dreamer@hotmail.com (its suppose to be spelled wrong) or just give me a call 5124235298

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A series of unfourtunate events [Tuesday
08|29|06 @ 08:02P]
[ mood | okay ]

So yesterday was the first day of school...and it was the worst day EVER...my classes are fantastic and my professors are awesome...just everything else sucked and didn't go right

i had my audtitions and they sucked it didn't help that i was COMPLETELY stressed and nervous and the fact that i was playing in front of Mr Allen and the flute studio professor and i played after the grad student(who got first chair WE) then i got back to my car to have a parking ticket. i made syphonic band(the last band) which i mean isn't bad b/c the flute section is AMAZING!!!!!!!!!! there was no way i could have competed with them...

today was better and that makes me happy...

so i think i'm comming back friday so call me up sometime....love you all and miss you all

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kelli is sitting on my roommates bed eat frozen mashed taters [Wednesday
08|23|06 @ 12:07A]
[ mood | crazy ]

so i finally got a chance to get on this thing...i dont even remember the last time i updated this thing...

So i left for jack camp friday and it was AMAZING!!!! it made me so pumped for school and band and i learned so many things and met so many people and it was just the most amazing time ever...if you go to SFA GO to jack camp...its truely an amazing experience...even though i'm completely sore and my tribe lost(they divide the camp up in 2 different tribes and divided that into family groups...i was appart of the simpsons and the Austin Tribe)

i moved in yesterday...kinda exciting...i LOVE my dorm...and i'm almost all moved in...i have a few more things to put away before my roommate gets here on friday. last night kelli and i had a slumber party in her dorm b/c we didnt wanna sleep alone...we know...we're dorks.

I had my first day of band camp and rehursal was ok...this morining kinda sucked and i have to get used to a different style of marching...its pretty similar but its hard to break the most simpliest habbits i've been doing for 2-4 years, but i'm getting there. Our music is pretty cool i like it and get this there are 12 piccolos(I'm one of the 4 freshman who are playing picc so thats cool) and theres like 14 flutes. we're marching like 260 kids plus guard and TOJ's so theres 300+ people its gonna be kick ass! then we had a LLLOONNGGG break before round 2 of marching rehursal and let me tell you my knees were killing me b/c of the rain...it wasnt fun. Then kelli and i came back to the dorm to get ready and bowl and that was fun tonight...i fell on butt b/c this trumpet guy decided to come from behind and grab my sides to scare me( thanks kelli) after that i started granny bowling and it was fantastic!

heres my info for all you peeps who wanna get in touch with me!
amburgeyjm@titan.sfasu.edu (campus email)
passonate_dreamer@hotmail.com (personal email and yes i'm aware its spelled wrong...so dont put and "i" in it or it wont got to me)
Aurora Rose162 ans Jackgirl2010 are my AIM screen names

Jenna Amburgey
PO Box 9727
Nacogdouches, TX 75962 (thats my personal address so it will go to my own PO box to the post office on campus...so you write me and send me stuff i'll send you stuff back)

i hope you all have a great year...and i'll try to update this thing when i get the chance!

ps read the subject line!

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bittersweet moments [Monday
08|07|06 @ 03:13P]
[ mood | thankful ]

hahahaha...sorry i just justins video of jarrett in the drum room...hahaha...sucka!

anyways back on subject

so yesterday was bitter sweet for me...i went to work(bitter) it was pretty slow compared to the rest of the weekend...and then i went shopping! my mom and i toke ***** to justic for girls and my sister actually had fun shopping! its amazing! and i bought somethings for my dorm there! i got b "j" lamp and a beaded curtain type thingy...its pretty sweet! then we went next door to Rue21 for me to shop...and thats when i saw ANDREW!!!! i love that kid...he makes me smile, and i contiued shopping, i love shopping and not having to worry about dress code! lol then we went home!

we had dinner and what not and then went to amandas for the flute party...it was fun...i loved playing apples to apples...thanks for bringing that game aimee! it was a blast! and then i had to go...and some tears were shed and i swear eylse and i hugged for like 5 minuets...its so weird and surreal and bittersweet...i love you all! you guys mean the world to me...

so i will be at school wednesday at like 830...then i'll get my car washed..and my cars dirty guys...so good luck with that...damn construction on 620! ohh does anyone know how to take the parking permit off...i cant get it off...i've tried and it wont come off...

so i wanna come back on homecomming...but i looked at out calendar and our homecomming is the same week and the game is at 2pm sat. so now i dont know if i can go...and if i did i would have to drive back right after the game...so i dont know...hey whens the Round Rock game?

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Lying Is NOT The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off [Wednesday
08|02|06 @ 02:04P]
[ mood | creative ]

so i've decided to come out and say..."I'm totaly in love with Panic! at the Disco!" yup...thats right...ever since i bought their cd...its really good and different...i LOVE it!

so i'm not really getting anything for my dorm room...my mom cant afford it so im using really old sheets and towels that are older than I am...it kinda bums me out a little...i was really looking forward to shopping for new bedding and some towels and curtains and all that jazz...ohh well...17 days...

"Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off"

Is it still me that makes you sweat?
Am I who you think about in bed?
When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress?
Then think of what you did
And how I hope to God he was worth it.
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch your skin.
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus
In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off?
(Let's pick up, pick up)

Oh now I do recall, we were just getting to the part
Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick.
I hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention.
Now let's not get selfish
Did you really think I’d let you kill this chorus?

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster

I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
And hold a lover close
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster

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i'm not their little girl anymore [Monday
07|31|06 @ 02:03P]
[ mood | pissed off ]

so i'm tired of being "protected" my parents blocked myspace...my way of getting to myspace, and livejournal on my lap top! it makes me so freakin mad! why does my dad do this to me? I'm not as naive as i may come off as! this is why i cna't wait for college...FREEDOM! and i'm getting some computer nerd to take off the stupid parental control crap...its bullshit. I hate the fact taht my parents smother me...i'm almost 18...give me a freakin break here! They expect me to act like an adult(which i normally do...just not here...its the only place i can vent) yet they treat me like a child...i dont understand! i know they are trying to keep me around since i'm leaving soon...but come me some slack or i wont come back...errr...you dont know how pissed and frustrated i am...DAMNIT

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just keep working...just keep working [Friday
07|28|06 @ 01:35P]
[ mood | lazy ]


i leave in 3 weeks...i'm so excited...and school starts in a month...CRAZY! yet exciting...yay! i'm a college kid!

so i have my audition music...its 3 pieces, and well its easy but then again its not...its got some crazy key signatures in it...but i'm working out all the runs and what not...i really like the first piece I have by Granger(for all you symphonic band ppl...the guy who wrote rhapsody on a mistral boy) the second piece is pretty easy and the third piece is the one thats gonna take the most work. i think i can do it i have a month. everyone cross their fingers for me.

gosh time just seems to go by so slow!!!!!! i'm looking forward to so many things that time just seems to stand still...and its agravating me! lol kelli comes back around the 13 which i can't freakin wait...i miss her crazy ass! and then i'm going shopping soon! yay! i can't wait i really need to go shopping! and i dont have to take dress code into consideration i can wear tank tops and not wear a cover up! and if i wanted to i could wear my pjs...which i wont..but its nice to have that option. lol options...i like options...options are good.

i hate my job...i dont get paid enough to put up with ppls bull...i'm tired of people at work and customers treating me like shit, but theres no point in getting a new one since i only have 3 weeks left...kinda sucks ohh well i can suck it up for a lil while longer...boo lone star.

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to buy a flute or not to buy a flute...that is the question! [Wednesday
07|26|06 @ 12:11P]
[ mood | pleased ]

so does anyone wanna buy a flute???? or know anyone who wants one???

i need to sell it so i can buy a new one...actually its used but its a hell of a lot better than mine...the only problem with buying it is that it would totaly clear our my back account before i even get to college...which isn't good. I talked to straight about it(they have the flute i want) and they said i could do a down payment to put into layaway for 3 months...but i need it now...or i could finace it...but i can'r since i'm not 18...or just pay it up front...and then with selling my horn it'll be like $500 for the flute once it sells...and that wouldnt be a smart idea since they are trying to sell 4 flutes right now...

so i've decided that not being 18 really sucks! you can't get student loans, you cant sign the contracts you need to sign...its not valiad and i can finance a stinkin' horn! man it really blows...there are so many things i need to do but can't b/c im still considered a minor

23 days until i'm gone...kinda scary...yet exciting all at the same time! i go dorm room shopping next week with my mom, my room mate and her mom...i cant wait. my room mate is awesome by the way!

i went to that open casting call for friday night lights at lakeline on sunday...it wasnt what i expected...but i still hope they use me...it would be really cool to be an extra in a show...they had some interesting questions on their little application thingy-ma-bobber...and then they basically took our picture and sent us marily on our way(which i dont think my picture turned out too well...ohh well)

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